Something called Cholesteatoma

CHOLESTEATOMA KARTAL. An ear illness.

Yeah, I’m sick. But just at my ear.

Maybe in 3 weeks ago, I feel something happened in my ear. When I push my ear, I feel pain, then there’s fluid inside. Usually I clean up my ear after bath because it is still wet so I can easier clean it. But, after hours I feel my ear still wet, although no water or fluid entering my ear. So I make sure what happen inside, I put cottonbuds into my ear…. There’s fluids! And in yellow color. Oh damn! It is happened again…

I ever got this condition when I was in college. Doctor said that there’s cyst inside ( with no explaination). So, he make a small surgery. It is lot of pain. Really!

And a week ago, I go to Rumah Sakit Pusat Pertamina to get a help from specialist. The doctor said that there’s dirt in my ear that very dry and can bloody my ear if we clean it. So, I was given fluids to grease my ear and next week he can take dirt out easier. I’m back to him yesterday. After cleaning my ear, he said that I got cholesteatoma (and any such explaination). He gave me another fluids and medicine (tilflam and antibiotic). Next week I must go to hospital again to get serious help.

So, I was searching what cholesteatoma is. From google, I got an article bout it. It is neoplasm, but it’s not dangerous. Whow! Scared enough for me… and this morning, after giving medicine (last night), I feel there’s fluid inside my ear and itchy. Scared enough, I texted my friend that I wouldn’t come to Kendo’s practice. And phone my team mate at office that I want to come in general shift.

This time, after putting the medicine in my ear again, laying down, typing this post and still thinking,

Will it be ok? *scared*

Harmonica? Why?

YA! Benar! HARMONICA!
i really wanted this stuff since i was in junior high school. i thought that i should be able to play at least one instrument and i thought harmonica is an easy one. just blow it, that's all! yey~

and the other reason was watching musician playing harmonica was cool.... hahahaha.

and this day, i bought harmonica from Gramedia Book Store. really cheap, just IDR 50,000, i choose a yellow one, diatonic type, made in Germany (Hohner). but i forgot to buy music book.

here we are, at my room with my harmonica ready to be blown.

ok dina! as we thought before (i speak to myself): just blow it, that's all!
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#but after an hour.....
i think, i made wrong choice. harmonica is not as easy as i thought. it is hard to blow it... arrrrghhhh....!!!


anyway, i'm still trying to make it up. yosh!! ganbatte!!


and anyway, if i can play one easy song, i'll play it at office. puhahahahaha~